When you are a psychiatrist...

When you are a psychiatrist, you feel sometimes you need to prove that your existence have some meaning, some purpose, some benefit, that you are a doctor, graduated from the medical school, that you are not mad....or at least not strange....
Why you chosed psychiatry? actually they don't ask me like that, they ask me this way: What made you chose psychiatry? or Isn't it strange that you want to be a psychiatrist? or like before 2 days when a new doctor, a pedeatrician, told me after we made some jokes: Look doctor Sami, am not an old friend of you, and still am little shy to ask you this question, but i will ask you anyway, cause I think you can take it, look, Dr. Sami why did you chose such a speciality, you are the first man who is not crazy who chosed this specialty, why?
When i asked him whether he knew any other psychiatrist, he told me he knew a crazy one, I asked him what was that man doing let him say he is crazy, he told me: I lived with him, in the same room when we were resident doctors in medecine, and he had a memo book, he wrote in it thing..
I asked him what thing that psychiatrist wrote? he told me that he don't know...