When I graduated from secondary school I proposed to my
parents the college of literature as my career. My father told me that I can
read literature whenever I like, and I may even practice it, while being a
doctor.
In the first three years in the medical college I was among
those with the highest marks. When my father left for the UAE, my marks, along
with my mother's health, started to deteriorate.
My father came back to find me interested in psychiatry, and
our rapport with each other was already, pale.
It was in Al-Hilla where I was trying to make a family of
friends and I succeeded, hence, I adore Al-Hilla.
"The Death of the Father" is a novel of Ahmed
Khalaf published in Baghdad by "The House of the Cultural Affairs" in
2002. In its cover there is a painting by a painter named: Salma Al-Allaq,
which might symbolize Baghdad, the city that Amjad, the protagonist, adores.
Amjad's father had been killed in an unclear circumstances while he was in a visit
to his village of origin. Amjad was "the son who was forced to be a father"
while he was only 19. He now works in a newspaper. He started also selling
books in Al-Mutanabbee Street. He told us about his lost of that book entitled
"The Treasure" who worth a fortune.
He told us about his friend's loss of his brother, Ismail. His
friend also had lost his mother after his parents were divorced. His mother
married his paternal uncle Noah. The story tells about a psychological instability
of the father of Amjad's friend. The novel even allures to the ending of the
father in a mental hospital.
Hussein Sarkam Hassan, an Iraqi doctor who is interested in literature,
had written a book about Ahmad Khalaf novels. Dr. Sarmak start with the note
that Ahmad Khalaf had written an article about Paolo Coelo's novel
"Alchemist" which tells about the searching of a treasure, which
finally appears to be in the homeland of the researcher.
Dr. Sarmak starts to give evidences of the recurrence of the
theme of "Absenteeism" in Khalaf stories, especially "The Death
of the Father". Dr. Sarmak had even entitled his book about Khalf:
"The Bloody Comedy of Absenteeism: a study in the stories and novels of
the Iraqi creative Ahmad Khalaf".
Amjad, in the novel, had an absent father, a lost book, and
poverty. His friend got a lost mother, brother named Ismail, a paternal-uncle
named Noah whom he liked and preferred to his father.
I didn't finish nor the novel, nor the critic about it, but I
could not help not buying a newer novel by Ahmed Khalaf, entitled: "The
Passion Bearer". I could not but surprise happily when read in its first
chapter about the aloofness and strangeness of the protagonist, and about his
memories of his lost brother: Ismail. And you know what? In the second chapter,
the protagonist, who still unnamed to me, had read, while walking the streets,
a name of one of his old friends in the secondary school, in a window of a
private clinic of a psychiatrist. His friend had become a psychiatrist. He decided
to pay him a visit in his private clinic. Not only for the memories for their comradeship,
but for other reasons.
Three books rests over my laptop with Herta Muller offering a
cigarette in the desktop, and Patrick Suskind' Pigeon is giving me.... an eye.